今天洋洋洒洒的穿着BF跨洋送来的礼物--很fashionable的披肩,配着很清爽的摆式外出, 正巧遇上了朋友, 直夸very nice...wa~由衷滴说好漂亮,真的~好漂亮...我心里暖暖的笑着, 仿佛自己根本没有置身于寒风中, 呵呵~~轻轻的道到:BF买的...这种心情没有隐含任何一丝得意, 包含更多的是发自内心的满足和开心啊!
回想和BF在一起的日子, 分开的日子, 爱情遭遇大历练的日子...太多太多的故事和成长,当然还有好多非常疯狂的时刻, 真没想到自己可以为一段感情那么那么的投入,不由自主的, 会为它疯狂的花掉好几百镑的话费, 会为它忍受受伤的身心抽搐和挣扎, 还会为它伤心落泪很久很久直到身心疲惫,精神憔悴, 甚至迷失...会死死的拿着BF的那第一份情书去说服自己,一遍遍的说服自己--自己的选择没有错, 坚持自己的执着和固执, 换句话是--不想因为一时的幼稚和短视, 错过一个这辈子最最值得的爱, 错过那个他啊...
可能一切的一切有太多太多的原因, 但在最最痛苦和艰难的日子, 曾经被动摇过, 因为它带来的疲惫和疼痛,让我遍体鳞伤,心口滴血...我最最心爱的人啊, 我们怎么能那么容易的放弃和否认对方, 或许这是我们走向美丽春天的必修课吧...知道吗?这两天, 手里反复拿着BF刚寄到的信, 我终于知道了原因, 当然也感受到了BF这个男人的魅力, 他淡淡的微笑, 眷秀的文字, 还有他的透明心情和稳重...
风静静的与我檫肩而过, 我的美丽披肩在轻舞飞扬, 迎合着飘逸的秀发,透着我的渐渐沉淀的淡定......
今天是感恩节, 我的心在默默滴传递着一份份感恩, 对父母长辈的, 对BF的,对所有的朋友的.....
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
............
